Diary 020105 - "I don't deserve anything, cos I don't know how to treasure it"
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Yes indeed, I realised that.
Love is inexistent.
There were guys who were nice to me and approached, but I could not accept any.
I may be picky. But I do want to make sure what I want is really it.
and when I found it, it could not be mine.
You are phobic of love... I am standing still.
Life is only left with work and more work. True emotions left behind again, I cannot allow it to overwhelm my work, not allowed in this cold medical world.
That's life of being mature.
I don't deserve anything, cos I don't know how to treasure it.
